Thursday, March 31, 2022

FRIDAY, APRIL 1, 2022 SOME PERSONAL SUCCESS

 FRIDAY, APRIL 1, 2022 SOME PERSONAL SUCCESS




OPENING COMMENT:


I don’t always share personal success stories, but I wanted to share this one.


I’ve been working at the Wesleyan Independent Living facility in Georgetown Texas since last September.  I’ve been working as a Personal Care Assistant.  You will also remember that I wanted to be a Life Coach.  Yesterday, it was made official that I’m a part-time Life Coach for Williamson County.   My current employer had suggested the position to me and wrote a letter of recommendation for me.


The number of people needing counseling and mentoring has been increasing exponentially since COVID began in 2020.  Coupled with other factors such as Ukraine immigrants, Afghan immigrants, and economic factors like inflation, supply-chain woes, and depression I will be working part-time as a Life Coach for Williamson County.


Since I am officially retired, I will be working afternoons from 1:00 to 5:00 or twenty hours a week..  I will be on a salary scale at a much higher wage as compared to my Personal Care Assistant position, consistent with my professor's salary.  My caseload will be four people on both Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday in a coaching capacity, and eight people on Thursday and Friday, (generally half-hour sessions).  


Twice a month I will be part of a state-wide initiative program on the assimilation of Ukrainian and Afghanistan refugees into Texas society.  I will be part of the Central Texas Immigration program with eight counties in central Texas.  


This is a work in process and I was given permission to announce it in my blog, but a more formal announcement will be forthcoming.  My boss in this new position, Dr. Suzanne Williams liked my combination of academy experience, mentoring (my two ebooks - Coaching and mentoring for College Students; and Rebooting:  Creating the Career and Change You Seek impressed her), my profession that ‘Love Wins”, and my work as a personal care assistant seemed to make me an ideal candidate.


The possibility/probability exists of some professional travel to regional and national meetings.  


(I’m still stunned and extremely happy)


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MY PATIO GARDEN


So, we are starting the fourth month of the year today.  April showers bring May flowers.  The bluebonnets were a little slow in coming out, but are going wild.  My patio containers are growing.  My tomato plant - leftover from last year seems to be making a statement in terms of its growth.  I’ve harvested Swiss Chard leaves for the last six weeks for salads and I should be cutting some spinach leaves soon.  I have one planter that I have yet to fill.  I am leaning towards some patio-type flowers - zinnias or marigolds.


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After March, the weather seems to be a little less wild.  There will still be tornadoes, and tornado alley moves north into Oklahoma and Kansas in early April and then into Kansas and Nebraska in later April.  


Baseball season starts on April 7th.  NCAA Men’s Basketball has two games tomorrow and then the championship game on Monday.  


*****

OH, THIS IS FRIDAY, APRIL 1ST, (APRIL’S FOOLS DAY), AND I MADE UP THE PERSONAL STORY AT THE TOP OF TODAY’S BLOG!!!



APRIL FOOLS!!!


LOVE WINS!!


Karen

Friday, April 1st, 2022


Wednesday, March 30, 2022

THURSDAY, MARCH 31, 2022 - SPIRITUAL THOUGHTS

 THURSDAY, MARCH 31, 2022 - SPIRITUAL THOUGHTS




With thoughts towards Russia and Ukraine and the hatred that surrounds the world.


Matthew 24:6-13

“You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains.”


“Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me.  At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other,  and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people.  Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.”


*****

I am a Pollyanna, I am an optimist.  All will work out!!


But, I can also be a realist - and there are always problems on this planet.  Greed, lies, fighting, labels, hatred do exist and will continue to exist. It seems that this planet is under an authority other than God (although God is involved).


The scripture (Matthew 24 - above) is about an ‘end-times’ view.  While speculation occurs among Biblical experts, I prefer to ignore the comments.  I am to live my life as I see fit.  I am to love all - love my friends, and love my enemies.  I do believe that LOVE WINS.


Over 100 years ago, Archduke Franz Ferdinand of Austria, heir presumptive to the Austro-Hungarian throne, and his wife, Sophie, Duchess of Hohenberg, were assassinated on 28 June 1914 by a Bosnian Serb.  Yet, that one action put the world into the “War to End all Wars” (now known as World War I).


Can this conflict between Russia and Ukraine be another pivot point in time?  To me, it has some global implications just like Archduke Ferdinand’s death did.   


How I live day-to-day is very internal to me.  At age 74, I know I will die.  Sometimes that puts me into a position where like the apostle Paul, I can say: “For to me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better.” (Philippians 1)


For me, I need to maintain my inner peace.  I need to turn the other cheek, I need to be a lover, not a hater.


These past few days I have looked at some of the global issues from the Russia-Ukraine war.  The implications are there.  Can I allow myself to get caught up in the news?  (Sometimes I miss having a television and sometimes I miss the news, but most times ‘ignorance is bliss).  


I’m not of this world.  I believe I have a place to go to after death.  I’m not sure how that will all happen.  I’m not sure who will be there (and conversely, who will NOT be there).  Some people tell me I need to be more evangelical and talk more people into believing (“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations” - the Great Commission of Christianity).  But, I somehow have it that others (non-Christians) can (will?) be in that place where I’m going after death.  I don’t know who will be “saved” and who will not be “saved”.  For me, Christianity makes sense (and is my heritage).  But for others, I am not able to say.  Gandhi said, “I like your Christianity, but I don’t like your Christians” [meaning that those that profess Christianity may be “talking the talk, but not walking the walk”].  (But, I am not going to judge)


I have had people tell me that I'm going to hell.  Some people hate me but haven't walked a mile in my shoes.  And likewise, I have not walked a mile in anybody else's shoes.  How can I talk that LOVE WINS - unless I am going out of my way to LOVE?

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I resort to a few basic statements:


What does God expect of me, but to love justice, show mercy and walk humbly with your God


I can only love God as much as the person I love the least


Do unto others as you would have them do to you


Love the Lord, your God, with all your soul, heart, mind, and strength, and love your neighbor as yourself.


Love one another.


 Dear friends, let us continue to love one another, for love comes from God. Anyone who loves is a child of God and knows God. But anyone who does not love does not know God, for God is love.


*****

LOVE WINS


Karen White

March 31, 2022


Tuesday, March 29, 2022

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 30, 2022 GLOBAL IMPLICATIONS OF RUSSIA-UKRAINE WAR

 WEDNESDAY, MARCH 30, 2022  GLOBAL IMPLICATIONS OF RUSSIA-UKRAINE WAR




Some recent articles: (just scan them)


SOARING FOOD PRICES:

“David Beasley, the head of the World Food Programme (WFP), warned the world to prepare to face soaring food prices, catastrophic hunger, and growing instability as Russia and Ukraine together export 30% of the world's wheat. With Biden banning the import of Russian petroleum products, the price of crude oil is expected to rise amid these sanctions. The cost of standing up for freedom and standing alongside the Ukrainian people, but it's going to cost us. "



OIL TAKES OVER THE STAGE

“More broadly, one of the war’s main implications for the Middle East comes from global oil prices that have reached heights we haven’t seen in nearly a decade. Saudi Arabia and the UAE now enjoy big-budget surpluses.


FOOD AND OIL

“Russia and Ukraine together account for a quarter of world wheat exports and a fifth of corn sales. In recent years, nearly half of Ukraine’s wheat exports have gone to North Africa and the Middle East, where many governments subsidize food purchases for millions of their citizens. The interruption of so much of the world’s wheat supply, and Ukraine’s inability to plant crops for next year, sharply raises the cost of these subsidies for governments already reeling from the costs of COVID-19. This is a region where higher food costs have often triggered violent social unrest.


INDIA, GROWTH, FOOD, AND INFLATION

“The war in Ukraine also poses problems for India, which will become the world’s most populous country in the next five years, according to the U.N. India’s economic growth remains strong, but price inflation, especially for food, is now surging and could become a major economic and political headache


“Russia’s war in Ukraine also complicates India’s increasingly ambitious foreign policy. Even today, India’s defense ties with Russia run deep: Russia is India’s leading supplier of arms, by far.


Thus India has complications in balancing ties with Moscow and Washington, and Russia’s invasion of Ukraine has made that dance much more awkward.


SOUTH AMERICAN ISSUES

Even in South America, thousands of miles from the violence in Ukraine, the war’s impact can be felt. This region is home to some of the world’s leading commodity exporters, and many governments across the region are now benefiting from higher prices for agricultural products, oil, and metals. But, (from Monday), Brazil might lose its #1 position as a soybean grower because of the lack of fertilizer.


South America took one of the toughest economic hits from COVID-19, which stunted economic growth, killed jobs, stoked inflation for both governments and consumers, and widened income inequality in countries where it was already distorting national politics. Even if higher export earnings, created by the supply shock that Russia’s invasion of Ukraine will exacerbate, help governments rebalance their books, consumers will still pay more for food and fuel.


Inflation may also fuel political unrest.  With food prices going through the ceiling, unstable economies might see turmoil and even revolts.

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Okay, how did we get so tangled?  Global trade and global commitments are getting hit by the ongoing regional war.


As the war continues, Ukraine will have trouble planting crops - leading to some global food shortages.  (From above): “Russia and Ukraine together account for a quarter of world wheat exports and a fifth of corn sales.”  So will wheat and corn get planted during a war?  Maybe “man does not live on bread alone” (Matthew 4:4) - but bread (and wheat) is part of most countries' food consumption.  


Inflation will hit the global economy.  If you want bread, you’ll have to pay more.  If you want potash and fertilizers, you’ll have to pay more.  If you want soybeans (Monday’s topic), you’ll have to pay more.  If you want oil and natural gas, you’ll have to pay more.


Infrastructure may take years to rebound in Ukraine.  Rebuilding houses and roads (with a depleted workforce) will probably be a priority as compared to planting wheat and corn.  


Food shortages can lead to political instability in third world countries - and riots, and even overthrowing governments can occur.  


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So, who benefits from the Russia-Ukraine war?  Really nobody - no countries - as products that come out of Russia and Ukraine don’t get to market (notably fertilizer, energy, wheat, corn).  Maybe the United States will benefit as our agriculture and energy products might be in greater demand.


An old Ben Franklin quote is:

“For the want of a nail, the shoe was lost,

For the want of a shoe, the horse was lost,

For the want of a horse, the rider was lost,

For the want of a rider, the battle was lost,

For the want of a battle, the kingdom was lost,

And all for the want of a horseshoe nail.”


*****


Yes (in Karen’s opinion) this war among neighbors will cost almost every person around the globe.  The status quo will change, shifts will happen.  


“Hang onto your hats”, there will be outcomes from Russia/Ukraine that can’t even be imagined.


*****

But - LOVE WINS!!


Karen

March 30, 2022


Monday, March 28, 2022

TUESDAY, MARCH 29, 2022 - SOYBEANS AND THE ECONOMY - PART II

 TUESDAY, MARCH 29, 2022  - SOYBEANS AND THE ECONOMY - PART II




This is a continuation of yesterday’s blog looking at soybeans - using Russian fertilizer, then the soybeans get sold to China, which is eaten by their livestock.


RUSSIA-UKRAINE WAR:


I have not followed the Russia-Ukrainian war much. (No television).  But, some of the images show buildings demolished.  While I don’t know the cost to build an apartment building or a school in Ukraine - the cost to build a new apartment building or school in the United States runs into the millions.  Plus other infrastructure issues - roads will need to be fixed, electric distribution will need repairs, and water, sewer, mail delivery, and more have been disrupted. 


In the long run, there will be a high price to rebuild Ukraine, and a high price to stabilize the Russian economy.  


There will be a higher price in terms of human relations as (assuming most of the military casualties are men) and wives will be without husbands, children will be without dads, jobs will be short workers.  There WILL be (and already is) crying in the streets over lost loved ones.


Another headline:

“United States Will Welcome Up to 100,000 Ukrainian Refugees, European nations under stress from three million new refugees.


And …


“ U.S. authorities stopped another 178,840 unauthorized migrants at the southern border in December, a 2 percent increase over the previous month.


U.S. Customs and Border Protection figures now show that more than 2 million unauthorized migrants came across the Mexican border in the calendar year and were apprehended or turned themselves in – in addition to those not stopped or detected.


“The US unemployment rate edged down to 3.8 percent in February of 2022 from 4 percent in the previous month, a new pandemic low and below market expectations of 3.9 percent. The number of unemployed persons edged down by 243,000 to 6.270 million.”


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Trying to put these facts and figures together can be a challenge.  


The US farm economy should be good this year (especially for soybeans).  From other reports, there aren’t enough farm workers to fill the jobs and so farms are growing bigger and mechanization is increasing (like John Deere autonomous tractors).  


When I drive through my area, I see a lot of “Help Wanted” signs.  These might not be the $100,000 a year jobs - but they are jobs that need filling. It seems like even my little job in a senior housing facility is essential (I sure wouldn’t want to live on what I get paid).


The Russian economy seems to be suffering from the war on Ukraine.  The Ukrainian economy seems to be suffering from the war as well.  Across Europe, migrants are being welcomed and even in the United States (although we won’t welcome people on our southern borders).


Refugees aren’t free.  They come into a country without jobs, without housing, and without money.  The new country has to host these immigrants until they get on their feet.  It will cost something to fly the refugees to the United States, to feed them, teach them English, get the children into schools and get the adults into jobs. (Hmmm - how many refugees will be in the Austin area - and the Texas area?  How many refugees will end up in Nebraska and South Dakota?) 


From the tablet on the Statue of Liberty:

“Give me your tired, your poor,

Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,

The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.

Send these, the homeless, tempest-tost to me,

I lift my lamp beside the golden door!”


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Going back into my ‘cave’, I am not a global decision-maker.  I trust my first-century Jewish rabbi who said “The poor you will always have with you.”; he also said, “Love your neighbor as yourself, and even love your enemies”. 


If we could foster a world built on love, might this help the world’s situation?  Karen says “Maybe”. 


But, my view on war is that war has few winners.


Families lose children, children lose parents, employers lose workers.  War is hell.  (And the unanswered question - why did Russia invade Ukraine?)


“Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God, and every one that loveth is born of God and knoweth God.  He that loveth not, knoweth not God.  Beloved, let us love one another. I John 4:7-8


(I learned this as a song - using the old King James Version of the Bible - so loveth and knoweth were in the version I learned)


“I can only love God as much as the person I love the least”, Dorothy Day


LOVE WINS!!

Karen

March 29, 2022








Sunday, March 27, 2022

MONDAY, MARCH 28, 2022 - SOYBEANS!! (huh?)

 MONDAY, MARCH 28, 2022 - SOYBEANS!! (huh?)




We do live in a global economic environment.


Let’s follow soybeans.


The world’s #1 producer of soybeans is Brazil.  Their #1 buyer is China.


First this:

Russia and Ukraine are among the biggest exporters of major grains like wheat and corn, and also vegetable oils used in cooking. As shipments from the two countries ground to a virtual standstill, prices of many agricultural commodities have soared. China is a major buyer of corn and barley from Ukraine, as well as sunflower oil from both Ukraine and Russia.


Now, soybeans need fertilizer:


Brazil imports 95% of its nitrogen fertilizers, and Russia is the leading supplier, accounting for 21% of the amount imported.


Then this:

“China's total imports of soybeans in March rose 82% to 7.77 million tons. Chinese crushers bring in soybeans to crush into soy meal to feed livestock and for cooking oil. They had previously ramped up buying of soybeans amid expectations of healthy demand from the country's fast-recovering hog herd.


So, with the Russia-Ukraine war limiting Russia’s exporting of nitrogen fertilizers, probably means fewer soybeans produced in Brazil.  Fewer soybeans in Brazil mean less soy meal for Chinese livestock (and cooking oil). 


So …


Chinese buyers recently booked about 20 cargoes of American soybeans and about 10 shipments of corn, according to traders who asked not to be identified as they aren’t authorized to speak publicly. The buying spree reflects robust demand in the top importer as worries over supplies grow following Russia’s invasion of Ukraine and weaker-than-expected supply from Brazil, the world’s biggest soybean producer.


So, the United States soybeans might be in more demand due to the Russian-Ukraine war.  That might be good or not - depending on your viewpoint.  More soybean exports will help the American farm economy (fantastic).  But that might mean less use of soybeans in our country, so our livestock prices may (gulp) continue to go up - and the prices of American meats will increase.  


Okay - just one example of global economics.


Let’s look at a related topic:


WAR


“NATO estimates that up to 40,000 Russian troops have been killed, injured, captured, or gone missing during the first month of the Kremlin’s war, an alliance official confirmed to NBC News.

Of those, between 7,000 and 15,000 Russian troops have died, according to the official, who spoke on the condition of anonymity.


“From 4 a.m. on 24 February 2022, when the Russian Federation’s armed attack against Ukraine started, to 24:00 midnight on 22 March 2022 (local time), the Office of the UN High Commissioner for Human Rights (OHCHR) recorded 2,571 civilian casualties in the country: 977 killed and 1,594 injured.


“The most recent figure for Ukraine's military losses came from Zelensky on March 12, when he said that about 1,300 Ukrainian servicemen had been killed in action. “

“The invasion of Ukraine has placed Russia on the verge of bankruptcy. Interest rates have doubled, the stock market has closed, and the ruble has fallen to its lowest level ever.

The military costs of war have been exacerbated by an unprecedented level of international sanctions, sustained by a large coalition of countries. Russian citizens, now unable to spend at IKEA, McDonald’s, or Starbucks, are not allowed to convert any of the money they do have into foreign currency.


Generous estimates suggest the Russian economy could shrink by 7% next year, instead of the 2% growth that was forecast before the invasion. Others say the drop could be as much as 15%.


War takes money.  I have no idea how much it takes to build a tank, but I’m guessing it is plenty - plus guns, ammunition, soldier pay, airplanes, infrastructure (food, housing).  My guess is that both Russia and Ukraine are going to have a tough time for years paying off war debt.  (And, yes, the United States and NATO countries are also spending money to help out the Ukrainians!


*****

“And what does God expect of me?  To love justice, show mercy, and walk humbly with God!!”


LOVE WINS!!!


Karen




Saturday, March 26, 2022

Sunday Funday, March 27, 2022

                                                                  SUNDAY FUNDAY

MARCH 27, 2022





WARM-UP!!


We are getting to the end of March.  Has spring come in your area?  


In Central Texas, spring (at least to me) is when bluebonnets come out.  Bluebonnets are primarily wildflowers - so you will see them around in the medians and ditches along the roads.  There has been an effort to NOT mow the grass in an area of bluebonnets until they have finished blooming and gone to seed.


I do remember the various flowering shrubs, bushes, and trees from my many years in the north.  Crabapple trees have lovely blossoms (the fruit isn’t very good - although it is edible).  Daffodils are pretty, tulips have been bred to have all kinds of colors.  And, I love the fragrant lilac flowers!!  After a time of barrenness, spring does brighten our spirits.!!


I am looking out my window and see a tree with a delicate green.  While it seems that most trees have a similar green in mid-summer, at this time of year the greens do vary.


*****

NATIONAL DAYS:


https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/japanese-cherry-trees-planted-along-the-potomac

On March 27, 1912, the first Cherry Trees were planted along the Potomac River.  Definitely a beautiful sight!!!


Have you been to Washington D.C. to see the cherry trees?  Even New Haven had beautiful cherry trees.  There was a block of trees near “Little Italy” that was so pretty.



NATIONAL BLACK FOREST CAKE DAY - March 28, 2022 - National Today


Okay - chocolate shavings accompanied with maraschino cherries and white cream - WHY NOT!!!  


Okay - where is the Black Forest?  


NATIONAL VIETNAM WAR VETERANS DAY - March 29, 2022 - National Today


For my friends who went to Vietnam, we salute you today (and always!!). 


TAKE A WALK IN THE PARK DAY - March 30, 2022 - National Today


We have some fantastic parks in my area - and great trails!!!  I remember my last Quinnipiac faculty office on the slopes of Sleeping Giant State Park.  In the late afternoon, I could slip out the back door of that office and hike on the Giant.  (I was a “Giant Master” - having done all the trails multiple times - I miss that!!!)


https://nationaltoday.com/transgender-day-visibility/ - March 31, 2022

It seems like we (all people) have trouble with differences - from basic gender (women had to work hard to be allowed to vote), skin color (we fought a Civil War over slavery and skin color), to religious beliefs, to sexual orientation, and now to gender transitioning.  There have been transgender people killed.  There are attempts to make “us” second-class citizens.  I have been told (by well-meaning Christian people), that I am going to hell!!!


Let’s learn to let LOVE WIN!!


APRIL 1ST, ACADEMIC APPAREL DAY:

Okay, this isn’t on the National Today calendar yet.  On April 1st, I wore my academic apparel (cap and gown) around campus.  Yes, it is also April Fools Day, but I thought this was a good day to celebrate professors by wearing academic apparel.


I’ve done April Fools Day jokes frequently - so watch out.  (While it wasn’t April 1st, I had put a cassette tape player in the ceiling of a classroom with about 10 blank minutes that suddenly played Ride of the Valkyries by Wagner at full blast and rigged it to go in the middle of a friend’s class. It didn’t take him long to figure out who did it.)


NATIONAL PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY DAY - April 2, 2022 - National Today

I LOVE PEANUT BUTTER and butter and sometimes with jelly, preserves, jam, or honey.  As I write this, I ran out of peanut butter yesterday, and got a large jar last night!!!  I prefer crunchy over creamy, but went with creamy this time)



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IDIOMS:

Do you know these and what they mean?


Do you use some?  I remember “that’s cooking with gas”, or “that’s better than sliced bread.”


A blessing in disguise

A dime a dozen

Beat around the bush

Better late than never

Bite the bullet

Give someone the benefit of the doubt

Go back to the drawing board

Hit the sack

A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush

A penny saved is a penny earned

Costs an arm and a leg

Don't give up your day job

A stitch in time saves nine

Don't put all your eggs in one basket

Go on a wild goose chase

Ignorance is bliss

Spill the beans

The best thing since sliced bread

Stop on a dime

Cooking with gas


*****

LOGIC PROBLEM

You have two ropes that have been soaked in tar.  Each rope will take exactly one hour to burn, although there might be spots that burn quickly, and other areas that burn slower.  How might you measure 45 minutes?  (Answer at bottom)


WRAP-UP


Today is the last Sunday in March and the Fourth Sunday of Lent.  We are moving into April.  The year is rapidly moving on!!!


College basketball is heading to the Final Four.  College Hockey is also moving to the Frozen Four.  


Let LOVE WIN!!!



Karen White

March 23, 2022


Burning Ropes

Light one rope on both ends.  It will take half an hour to burn completely. Meanwhile, light just one end of the second rope.  When the first rope is done it will be half an hour, and then light the second end of the second rope.  When it is finished it will be 45 minutes!!!


Friday, March 25, 2022

SATURDAY STORY, MARCH 26,2022

 SATURDAY STORY, MARCH 26,2022 





I’m still trying to write “good enough” stories - maybe for a juvenile level.  I’m going to work on this more.  Many of my previous stories were Pollyanna stories that all turned out okay.


*****

Emmalee Smith and Penny Krause were teaching at Mount Hood Community College in Gresham, Oregon.  


*****

When Emmalee returned from her advanced art design class, she had a message on her answering machine.


She moved to her office phone and pressed the button to retrieve the message.


The voice said, “Hello Professor Smith.  This is Rachel Nickles from the City of Gresham.  Last July you submitted a proposal for a mural for diversity for the Hope Plaza park and your design has been selected.  Please call me back at your earliest convenience.  My number is 398-555-1212.”


Emmalee sank into her chair.  WOW - her design was selected.  Sure she was going to get paid, but her artwork would be on public display.  Everybody driving by Burnside and SE 202 Street would notice her artwork.   She had submitted a design but after Black Lives Matter she had some ideas that she wanted to incorporate.  She had done more research into Blacks in the Portland area.


She would call Rachel back tomorrow as it was time for her aerobics class.


*****

After her advanced biology lab, Penny checked her phone.  She had a text message from her mother and it wasn’t good.


It was from her mother.  All it said was “Call me”.


Penny was glad it was a text.  Technically this was an office hour, but since they had a test last week and the new material was pretty straightforward forward she probably wouldn’t have students at her office.


Plus, Mom could be long-winded.  So Penny went to the restroom, checked her email, and got a Dr. Pepper from the vending machine.  She was thinking it was time to settle in!!!


Finally, she was ready to call.


“Hi,” said the familiar voice.


“Hi Mom - what’s up?” asked Penny.  


Mom answered slowly, “Dad’s in the hospital”.


That woke Penny up.  “What?  How?” were her immediate responses.


“He is at Kootenai Health.  He wasn’t feeling good, so I ran him to Dr. Chapman.  After a couple of tests, Dr. Chapman sent him to the hospital.  It was a mild heart attack and he is expected to recover completely in a couple of days.  Seemingly some of his arteries were partially clogged and they will clean those up today.”  Penny’s Mom didn’t seem to be too worried.


Penny asked, “So, no surgery?”  (As a biologist she had taken a lot of related classes and had thought about a medical career).


Mom replied “Nope.  No surgery.  I suppose they will put him on a diet to get his weight down, and probably cut out some of the junk food he loves.”


Penny smiled.  It wasn’t just Dad - but Mom liked to bake and loved desserts.  This would be a change for both of them.  


“Should I come home?” asked Penny.  


Mom replied “Not yet.  You are still coming for Thanksgiving aren’t you?”


Penny said, “Yes, but that’s a month yet”.  


Penny had a flash of concern - would Dad’s new diet cut out on all the awesome foods of Thanksgiving?  Tofu turkey was not high on the Thanksgiving menu!!


Penny asked, “Can he have calls?”  


Mom answered “Yes.  Allan is watching the farm anyway, and Dad is in pretty good spirits.  Hold on, I’ll go back into his room and put him on speaker.”


It was a minute and she heard her Dad's voice, “Hi Honey.  How’s Portland?”


Penny jumped in, “Hi Dad!!!  I love you.  Are you okay?”


Dad laughed “Well other than a few pounds they want me to lose, and taking better care of myself, I’m doing good.  We’ve talked about Allan taking over the farm and maybe God is telling me that I need to take it a bit easier anyway.”


They talked a few minutes longer.  Dad wanted to know how her teaching was going.  Mom jumped in to talk about neighbors and friends.  Mom reminded her that Sherrie Olson was getting married in the summer (which was an implied question about Penny dating anybody and thinking of getting married).  


They said their goodbyes and Penny hung up.  


She thought about the conversation a minute while she sipped her sugar ladened Dr. Pepper.  Maybe this was a good wake-up call for the whole family - including herself!!


*****

Emmalee called Rachel Nickles from the City of Gresham about the mural.  Wednesday afternoons were generally a good time for Emmalee to get off campus and they arranged for a 3:30 meeting at the Gresham City Hall.


*****

That day at lunch, the two friends had a lot to share.  Penny was eating a salad and having a glass of unsweet ice tea, instead of fries and a Dr. Pepper.  Emmalee was surprised and asked Penny, “Are you on a diet?”


“Yes and no”, was Penny’s answer.  My Mom called yesterday and my Dad had a mild heart attack.  He was overweight, like pretty much all of us in the family, and should recover but he will need to change his eating and activities.”


Emmalee smiled.  “Great.  Now you can come to my yoga and aerobics groups”.


Penny groaned but said “You’re right.  I’ll join those groups next year!!”


Penny had been thinking about asking Emmalee to the Krause family Thanksgiving, so changed the subject.


“Emmalee, would you like to meet my family over Thanksgiving?  You won’t be traveling back to Chicago and you can come with me to Coeur d'Alene.”


Emmalee’s face lit up.  “That sounds great, Penny.  Would we drive or fly?”  


Penny said, “Flights at Thanksgiving are so expensive, so we will drive.  It’s about 6 hours and through some beautiful scenery.”


Penny was thinking, ‘hmmm - how will my family react to a black artist from Chicago coming for Thanksgiving!!’  That put a big smile on her face. Emmalee was becoming a great friend.


Emmalee told Penny about her mural design being accepted by the City of Gresham!!  


Penny was so excited for her friend.


****

Emmalee arrived at Rachel Nickles's office at City Hall twenty minutes early.  Better early than late, she thought.  


She took a document out of her purse and reread it for the tenth time.  It was four pages long and was a description of black citizens in the Portland area.  


Hiram Jones came west on the Oregon Trail.  When faced with the dilemma of the Columbia River rapids, Hiram worked with Chief Factor John McLoughlin and the local Indians to make safe rafts for the last leg of the journey.  Many lives had been lost on those rapids.


Sally Peters was a midwife in the Portland area and during the flu outbreak of 1872, she helped care for pregnant women.  Sally also set up an orphanage for the children (white and black) whose mothers died in childbirth.


John Lampert was hung in 1893 on the hanging tree in the Powell Butte Nature area.  He had been accused of raping a white woman.  After the lynching, the woman finally spoke up that it was her neighbor who raped her (a white man).


During World War I, many blacks took jobs in the local businesses helping cover the loss of jobs by white citizens joining the army.  Most had done an outstanding job.


Rev. Jeremiah Smith had been an outspoken proponent of prohibition. He helped run a rescue mission in the Hosford-Abernethy district of Portland and found jobs and new lives for recovering alcoholics.


Lilla Moran established the first school for black girls in the Hazelwood district.


Lemuel Sanderson worked in the famed Portland Rose Garden and was named the director in 1953.  


There were many others that Emmalee wanted to include on her mural.  She had made some changes to her original design and brought that with her to show Rachel Nickles.


At 3:45, Rachel came out to Emmalee, apologizing for the delay.  


The two talked about the design, the timing, and the funding.  The mural was to be thirty feet long by 15 feet wide on a wall constructed especially for the mural in Hope Plaza park.


Emmalee pulled the updated design out of her purse and showed it to Rachel.  Rachel immediately balked as she saw the hanging of John Lampert.  


“This is a civic project, Emmalee”, said Rachel.  “We can’t have an image of a hanging”.


Emmalee was ready to defend her inclusion in the hanging of John Lampert.  


Emmalee said “We’ve come a long way from 1893, but the Black Lives Matter of two years ago showed us that there are still discrepancies between whites and blacks.  We need to be realistic in this artwork to suggest that both good and bad exist.”


Rachel still was unsure of putting the hanging in the mural but asked Emmalee to come to the next meeting of the Hope Plaza planning committee to show off her plan.  That was to be in two weeks.


*****

Penny went through her apartment trying to find suitable clothes for an aerobics class.  She had looked at the Mount Hood Community College gym classes schedule and found the one that Emmalee attended - 4:30 this afternoon.  She’d have to hurry.


*****

Emmalee had brought her aerobics clothes to her office, but with the meeting with Rachel Nickles about the mural, she was going to be late.  Darn, she really liked working out.  On the way back to campus she decided she would go, even if she was late.


*****

Penny found the room.  She was early with about 5 people already there loosening up.  Well, if she was going to be embarrassed, this was the time.  She approached the instructor and said she was going to try aerobics - but she had never done anything like it.  The instructor looked like a fashion model but was nice to the pudgy biology teacher.  


The instructor said, “I’m Natalie Sanchez.  Why don’t you stand in the back and watch those in front of you.  That way you can get the moves down”. 


That was ideal for Penny - she sure didn’t want anybody to watch her!!


Penny asked the instructor, “Is this the class that Emmalee Smith is in?”


The instructor answered, “Yes.  Did she invite you?”


Penny answered, “Not really, but I need to do something physical”.


She took her place at the back.  Fortunately, there was a lady that was also on the pudgy side.  The lady said, “Hi, are you new?”


Penny answered, “Yes.  I’ve never done anything like this before.  Can I watch you?”


The lady laughed, “Sure - watch me if you want to see how not to do it.  I’ve been doing this for two months already and I think I’ve lost most of the balance and coordination I had.  My name is Vicki Grant and I’m in the financial aid office.”


Penny replied, “I’m Penny Krause and I teach biology.”


They shook hands.


Others filtered in and soon the room was mostly full - but no Emmalee.  There were about 25 people there - 23 women and 2 men.  Most seemed to be students, with maybe five staff or faculty members - counting her and Vicki.  Penny recognized two of her students in biology classes.


Promptly at 4:30, Natalie started the music and gave commands.  Almost immediately Penny was lost, but she looked at Vicki and kept going.  


After ten minutes, Penny knew she was in the wrong place at the wrong time.  She was sweating.  She leaned against the back wall for a few minutes.  How did they do this?  This was torture!!


Vicki smiled at her and said, “You can do it, Penny”.


Penny stepped back on the floor as the door opened and another aerobics student walked in.  Through her strained eyes, Penny recognized Emmalee!!  About time, she thought.


Emmalee took her place on the right side in the second row and immediately got into the exercise.  


About five minutes later the class was to do steps around their aerobic step, and as Emmalee turned around she thought she saw Penny in the back, but it was her back so she wasn’t sure.  When the next routine started, she looked back and saw her friend.  Penny wasn’t looking at Emmalee.  Actually, Penny was looking (and feeling) most like a seasick sailor and turning green.


Emmalee picked up her aerobics step and moved to the back.  When she was almost there, Penny saw her.  And, that was enough - Penny lost her salad lunch on the floor!!!


Emmalee and Vicki got to Penny as soon as she vomited.  The instructor stopped the class and now Penny was turning a bright, embarrassed red.  Emmalee ran to the locker room and grabbed about 30 paper towels, about half she doused in water and ran back to help clean up.  


Natalie stopped the class for a minute - and reminded the class that many of them had felt that way on their first time in aerobics.  Natalie gave a story of when she had been sick in an exercise class.  That seemed to help a little.  Then Natalie picked an easier routine for the class and they started again.  


Meanwhile, Emmalee and Vicki had gotten the floor mostly clean, and Penny was feeling much better.  Penny sat on her aerobics step and watched the rest of the class.  If she was ever going to do this, she needed to be brave.  


After class Penny’s two students came up and asked if she was okay. About three others came over and talked about their experiences of being sick in an exercise class.  Natalie came over to check as well.  Penny managed a thin smile and a laugh!!!! 



*****

Emmalee sat with Penny outside the aerobic room.  


Emmalee said, “Hey, that's pretty brave of you to try aerobics.”


Penny, feeling a lot better quipped, “It was pretty brave of me to puke on the floor too”.


The two friends laughed.  


Penny turned and looked her friend in the eye.  “I guess I’m a little scared because my father had a heart attack.  I've been slowly adding on some weight and if I don’t nip it in the bud I’ll be in the same boat soon.”


They talked a little longer.


Emmalee said, “You know, I really would like to go to your family for Thanksgiving”.  


Penny beamed, “Awesome!!”  She paused and then added, “Thank you for being my friend”.  


They got up to leave and the two friends embraced.  


*****

That night Penny was reflecting on her first half-a-semester as a college teacher.  She was really happy.


From then on, Penny kept coming back for more on the step aerobic class.


*****

(Next week, what’s happening with Penny’s Dad; how Emmalee confronts the art council; learning to do step aerobics with Vicki and Natalie; how Alijah came out and some new issues; water checking and new issues; marijuana in the college, and more.)

*****

I’m still working on this.


Karen

Saturday, March 26, 2022