Friday, March 31, 2023

SATURDAY, APRIL 1, 2023 - DANIEL JACKSON STORY - WEEK 7

 SATURDAY STORY - DANIEL JACKSON - EPISODE #7 




On Saturdays, I write fiction (and I have said I’m going to keep writing until I get it right).  My fiction can be boring.  Sometimes my storylines are maybe okay, but frequently they are like snails on the sidewalk - going aimlessly, slow, and leaving a trail of slime!!!


I’m liking this Daniel Jackson story.  He is currently a freshman in college.  He made a personal computer from scratch when he was 14 years old, which became DJ Computers - and quite a success (think of Michael Dell making his computers in a dorm room).  But, I have twists and turns in my mind.


*****

Dan called his Uncle Steve, the CEO of DJ Computers.  They had been together the last week over Thanksgiving.


“Hello”, answered Steve Jackson, CEO of DJ Computers.


“Hi Uncle Steve”, Dan replied.


Steve Jackson’s voice brightened, “Hey Dan, what’s up?  How’s school?  Getting ready to replace me as CEO?”


Dan laughed at that.


Dan continued, “Uncle Steve, I’m looking for a favor.  My Freshman Comp professor has assigned a term paper on some aspects of technology for the future.  I decided I wanted to write about Moore’s Law, and I want to interview two people, Gordon Moore, and our Chief Technology Officer, Sam Siner about Moore’s law, and how that will affect the future.  Does that make sense?”


Steve Jackson replied, “It sure does.  We are one of the biggest customers of Intel Chips so that should get your foot in the door, but I think Sam Siner knows Gordon Moore and might be able to get an introduction for you.  I’ll ask Sam for you.”


Steve continued, “I should have mentioned this while you were home last week.  The technology group is experimenting with electronic mail.  I’d like you to work on our beta release of ‘DataJunction’ - our test electronic mail.”


Dan chuckled, “Yes, DataJunction - based on the letters DJ - I like that.”


Steve went on, “I’ll have Sam send you a disk you can load and instructions on how to get on our data port.  I think we can send it by overnight mail so you’ll get it tomorrow.  Meanwhile, I’ll get to Sam and see if we can find a way for you to talk to Gordon Moore.”


They talked a little longer, but Dan knew that Uncle Steve had plenty to keep him busy and didn’t want to talk long.


*****

Dan went to Hick’s Undergraduate library and launched into an all-out assault on knowing as much as he could about Gordon Moore.  He took careful notes, including writing the source information in APA format which Dr. Nelson required.  


It started when Moore got interested in how transistors replaced vacuum tubes in the first generation of computers. He read about what became “Moore’s Law” from a 1965 paper Moore wrote as the Director of Research and Development at Fairchild Semiconductor.  Moore hypothesized that:


“The future of integrated electronics is the future of electronics itself. The advantages of integration will bring about a proliferation of electronics, pushing this science into many new areas. Integrated circuits will lead to such wonders as home computers or at least terminals connected to a central computer, automatic controls for automobiles, and personal portable communications equipment. The electronic wristwatch needs only a display to be feasible today.” (1965 paper).


He had to leave the library at 10:45 so he could get to his Introduction to Business class.  They were talking about Porter’s Five Forces today and Dan already had studied the forces model and was ready for discussion.  DJ Computers had been an entry entrant into the personal computer field after IBM and Apple.  Now it was interesting for DJ Computers to put up barriers to keep other entrants out of the field.  (Dan thought - Gee, it was nice to have a background starting a business).


By the time he had lunch and been to the Physics lab (with Linda Watson) and back to his room, he had two phone messages on the phone he and Karl Sieverding shared in Hawkins Hall.  One was from his uncle saying that Sam Siner did know Gordon Moore and would be getting in touch with him, and the other was from Sam saying “Call me back”.



Dan called Sam Siner back immediately.  


“Hello,” said the voice at the other end of the line.


Dan replied, “Is this Sam?  This is Dan Jackson.”


Sam said, “Dan, it is so good to talk with you?  How’s school?  What’s this paper you’re working on? What can I help you with, in addition to getting you to talk with Gordon.”


Dan explained the term paper assignment for Freshman Composition.  Sam listened quietly.  


Sam said, “I wish I had a professor like your professor for Freshman Composition. We had to write about Socrates.”


Dan laughed, “I’m glad she didn’t assign that.  Purdue is kind of a technical school and Dr. Nelson seems to fit in as an English teacher. We’re to do some aspects of technology in the future.  I didn’t share my topic with the class, but I overheard a student saying he was going to write about flying cars. Another one was writing about cameras on street corners watching for people who run red lights.  One of the environmental science students said he was going to write about processes in the garbage so that metals and trace minerals could be recycled from all the cardboard and plastics.  For me, the future is depending on computing in different forms and is therefore dependent on faster processors with more memory - or - basically Moore’s Law.”


Sam agreed with Dan.  “That’s right.  Now did you want my viewpoint?”


Dan answered, “Of course.  The Chief Technology Officer of DJ Computers has to be up on what’s coming down the line.”


Sam replied I’m going to write my views down and send them on Data Junction - our prototype electronic communication platform.  I’ve already put a disk and directions for loading Data Junction onto your computer in the overnight mail, so you should get it tomorrow.”  Sam lowered his voice and said, “I almost asked for the rest of the day off, and thought I could drive over to Purdue and drop it off for you and have dinner with you and then come back, but my daughter has a gymnastic meet tonight.  I’ll write up my notes and send them to you by Data Junction, you can look them over and get back to me.  I’m guessing you have about a week to put this all together?”


Dan said, “You’re right.  She wants us to get our paper in by December 7th - that’s just ten days away.”.


Sam said, “And, I got in touch with Gordon Moore’s secretary and she wanted to know what’s a good time for you to talk to him.  She thought Friday afternoon at about 6:00 our time might be a good time.  He’s two hours earlier in California.  Could that work for you?”


Dan endorsed that time.  “That would be great for me.  How did the secretary sound?  Is he agreeable to talk to a college student about Moore’s Law?”


Sam chuckled, “Well, I’m not sure if Gordon Moore is that interested in talking to a college student, but seemingly, according to the secretary, he is excited to be talking to Dan Jackson - the founder of one of Intel’s best customers.” 


*****

So Dan was going to talk with Gordon Moore, CEO of Intel Technologies, with Sam Siner, the CTO of DJ Computers, and tomorrow he would talk to Dr. Bunce about getting a faculty member to help with the paper.

*****

Linda Watson came by Dan and Karl’s door at about 5:30 and the three of them walked to Laurel Hall Cafeteria.  


Linda said, “Hold on guys, we’re almost done with our first semester.”


Karl said, “Hold it - it’s not over til it’s over!!!”


Dan agreed.  “I’ve got this big paper to write for Freshman Comp. I might not be able to sleep until I get it done!!”


Linda laughed, “Dan, you’re just a worry-wart.”


Dan agreed with her and joked,.  “Yes, I am!!  I am a perfectionist.  I expect perfect results”


Linda groaned and said, “Just like your Physics tests: Like the last test you scored 25 bonus points to be the only one over 100%.”


Dan retorted, “Hey - you were in the 90% range, and with his curve, you’ll be in the A plus category!”


This time it was Karl’s turn to tease Dan.  “Just like calculus - Dr. Modi calls on you for the tough questions.  Definitely the teacher’s pet.  Are you going to buy another calculus book so you can ace the final?”.


Both Linda and Karl knew that Dan had done all the problems in two physics and calculus books and had done more sample problems with some of the books in the library.


Karl spoke up, “Hey Mr. Perfectionist.  Do you ever have fun?  The Electronic Sciences Student Association is having a party this Saturday.  Do you and Linda want to join me?”


Linda immediately spoke up, “Of course, Dan and I would love to go to a party, wouldn’t we, Dan?” 


Dan, feeling like he had been backed into a corner, but also realizing that he was all work and no play, said “Sure”.  He put a grin on his face and added, “Okay you skeptics, I can party”.


*****

Dinner went smoothly, and as they talked over coffee, Dan asked, “Will there be alcohol at the party?”.


Karl went “DOH.  It’s a college party.  About time you loosened up”.


Linda added, “What kind of a drunk are you, Dan?  A happy drunk? A sleepy drunk? An obnoxious drunk? A wear-a-lampshade drunk?”


Karl laughed at Linda’s picking on Dan.  This was going to be quite the party.


Dan said quietly, “I’ve never had an alcoholic drink.  My parents didn’t drink.  Something about an uncle who was an alcoholic, beat and abused his wife and family.”


There were others that drank coffee with them, and a few were also going to the party.  Ramesh had been to two of the Electronics Sciences Student Association parties and joined in the discussion.  “It is off campus at an Isaac Walton clubhouse.  The ESSA pays for use of the building, and we also sponsor vans to drive the drunk students home.  It’s a lot of fun.”


Dan wasn’t so sure about the lots of fun comment


*****

They walked back to Hawkins Hall - and Dan and Linda let Karl and the others get ahead of them.  The two of them went to the student study room which was empty at that hour, and immediately Linda and Dan got into passionate kissing.  And, soon Dan discovered, just as his mother thought, that Linda didn’t have a bra on tonight. Soon Dan’s hands landed on Linda’s breasts and she leaned into him and cooed in his ear.  “Just for you”.  


And five minutes later, Linda’s hand slipped into Dan’s jeans and she brought him to a climax. They might have continued longer but a student with their backpack came into the study room, and they broke apart and went to their rooms.


There was another student on the elevator, so, other than holding hands, they didn’t do anything.  As Dan got off on the fourth floor, Linda kissed him on the lips.


*****

Back in the room, Karl was studying and looked up and asked, “What kept you?”.  But, he had a sheepish grin on his face.  He knew that Linda was really coming on strong to his roommate, but it does take two for a relationship and Dan didn’t seem to be fighting off Linda.


Karl then said, “There’s a message on the answering machine.  Some Gordon Moore person called.  Is that the guy with Moore’s Law?”


Dan blushed a little, and said “yes”.


Karl was confused - “Why should the CEO of Intel Corporation call you?”.


Dan said down in his desk chair but turned it to Karl.  He began, “It’s a long story, but it's time I tell you.”


Karl laughed, “Yeah, you’re going to tell me that you are Daniel Jackson, the founder, and developer of the DJ Computer and DJ Computer company.  I was pretty sure about that and looked you up in the library in some of the computer magazines.  You’re going by Dan instead of Daniel, you’ve grown a scraggly beard, and you’ve changed your hairstyle, but the picture in the magazines was you.”


“I first thought it was kind of strange that Dan Jackson had a DJ Computer but that brand is getting popular.  Then I did some snooping and figured it out.  I haven’t shared that with anybody.”


“So, Daniel Jackson of DJ Computer fame is writing a term paper on Moore’s Law and the phone messages yesterday were setting up the phone interview with Gordon Moore of Moore’s Law.”


Dan blushed fully now.  “Yes, it’s true.  DJ Computers is one of Intel’s best customers and I asked my uncle Steve, who is the CEO of DJ Computers, to see if he could help me get an interview with Mr. Moore.  And, seemingly he has.”

 

Karl continued, “So, your big final paper for Freshman Composition about some aspect of technology in the future is about Moore’s Law - and you are talking to Gordon Moore, and probably somebody in DJ Computers, and somebody on campus, but all your library research.  Pretty exciting Dan.”


Dan smiled, “Thank you, Karl.  You’ve been a great roommate and friend.”


*****

After Physics class, Dan waited to talk with Dr. Bunce.  


Gary Bunce greeted Dan warmly, “Hi Dan.  How was your Thanksgiving break?”.


Dan replied, “Truly awesome, Dr. Bunce.”  Looking around Dan saw a couple of kids leaving and Linda waiting by the door. “I got to spend some time at work at DJ Computers.  Had some great talks with my uncle Steve, who is CEO, and got to be with some of the research and development folks.”


Dr. Bunce nodded.


Dan went on, “I’m looking for a favor.  For my Freshman Composition class, we are to write about some aspects of technology in the future.  I’m doing my paper on Moore’s Law.”  Dan lowered his voice. “I’m talking with Gordon Moore on Friday.”


Dr. Bunce’s eyebrows went up and his eyes opened fully.


Dan continued, “I’d like to interview a faculty member who works in research on circuits, computer speed, memory, whatever that relates to Moore’s Law.  Do you have any suggestions?”


Gary Bunce laughed, “So, let’s see, this isn’t a freshman comp paper anymore, it is a Ph.D. dissertation!  Let’s see.  Probably the best at Purdue is Dr. Sanjay Modi.  He’s really connected in the field and, if I remember correctly, he worked at Intel and knows Dr. Gordon Moore.  You’ll like him - super knowledgeable and a great guy.  Do you have a couple of minutes now?  We can see if we can find Sanjay.”


Dan asked, “Can Linda come along?  We generally go to lunch after our class.”


Gary Bunch smiled (and suppressed a laugh).  He had seen this shy boy come out of his shell this semester.  “Sure, have her come along.”


Dan waved at Linda to come to join them.  “We’re going to meet Dr. Sanjay Modi, who knows about Moore’s Law.”  Then he corrected himself.  “I am writing about Moore’s Law for my Freshman Comp final paper.”.  He had told his roommate, Karl, about the paper, but hadn’t mentioned it to Linda.


Dan reached over and grabbed Linda’s hand, and the three of them started down the hall. 


Dr. Bunce led them to the elevator and punched 5.  He made small talk about the exciting things that the electronics engineering and innovation group was doing. Dan was hoping to see some exciting things that he could suggest for DJ Computers.


*****

Dr. Modi was not in his office, but Gary Bunce said, “I can guess where he is - follow me”.  They went down a hallway to a lab with the sign “Innovation Group Lab” on the door.  And there, hovering over a student with about six sheets of detailed diagrams, was Dr. Sanjay Modi.


Sanjay waved at Gary Bunce.  He stood and said something to the student and came over to meet the group.  


Dr. Modi said, “To what do I owe this great honor of having Dr. Gary Bunce in my lab”.


Gary Bunce blushed a little and replied, “I wanted to honor these lowly freshmen students with the pleasure of meeting one of the greatest minds in the world”.


Both men laughed.  Dan could tell there was comradery between the two.


Gary Bunce continued, “This is Dan Jackson and Linda Watson, freshmen in my College Physics class.” 


For a second, Dr. Sanjay Modi looked intently at Dan.  Then he made a comedic bow before Dan.  “I am so pleased to finally meet you, Mr. Daniel Jackson, inventor of the DJ Computer”.


This time, it was Dan’s turn to blush.  He looked to Dr. Bunce, “Did you tell him?” 


Gary Bunce said, “no”.


Dr. Modi said, when Gary (um, Dr. Bunce) introduced you, I looked you over.  You’re famous you know”.


Dan grinned, “So I hear.  I don’t feel so famous, I’m just a lowly freshman student at Purdue University”.


Dr. Modi looked over at Linda.  “Are you Mr. Jackson’s trusted assistant, I assume?”.


This time, Linda got a little blush and dropped holding Dan’s hand.


But, she wasn’t quite at a loss for words and said, “I want you to know that I did ALL the work on that dumb computer, and he took ALL the credit”.  She then laughed.


Sanjay broke the silliness, “So, why are you all coming to see me?”


Dr. Gary Bunce answered, “Well, it seems as if Dan wants us to help write his Freshman Composition term paper.  I knew it was way beyond my ability, so I thought we could ask an expert, but I didn’t find any experts but thought maybe we’d get lucky and ask you.”


This time, it was Sanjay’s turn to laugh.  “Okay, Dan, what is your freshman comp paper about and how can we help you?”


Dan gave the quick rundown of the paper - ten to twenty pages about some future aspects of technology.  “I decided to write on the packing of transistors onto chips to make integrated circuits and the impact of Moore’s Law.”  


Dan decided not to mention that we had an interview with Gordon Moore on Friday afternoon.  


Sanjay held up his hands in mock surrender.  “You mean you the flimflam pretender, Gordon Moore?  Yeah, I’ve heard of him, I even worked for him for a while.  I suppose your people at DJ Computers use some of his chips.  Maybe you should contact him?”


Dan cleared his throat, “I have an interview with Dr. Moore on Friday”.


That got to Sanjay.  “Wow - you do have some connections don’t you. Well, why don’t we adjourn to my office and get a cup of coffee and talk?”.


Sanjay stopped back by his graduate student and told him he would be back, and the more went to Dr. Modi’s office.  


What followed was a quick overview of binary computing - from vacuum tubes that were Off or On, to transistors, to multiple transistors to a semiconducting device, to very large-scale integration of millions of transistors on a semiconductor.  Dan got out his notepad and took notes.  It was a high-level overview of modern computing in 25 minutes with a lot of insights and predictions that Dan could use in his paper.    Sanjay was funny but really knew his stuff.  He told a few stories about some of the work of Gordon Moore, and their relationship.  Dan was reminded of an old statement - like taking a sip of water from a fire hose - a lot of information packed into 25 minutes.  Gary Bunce excused himself about halfway through to get ready for his next class.  Linda Watson stayed but she was overwhelmed by the discussion.  


Dan asked a few specific questions about the architecture, gates, and technical issues with the announced Intel chips.  


At ten minutes to one, Dr. Modi stopped for a sip of coffee, and said, “Dan, I have a class to teach in a few minutes.  Why don’t you review your notes and we’ll get together again early next week.”  Dan agreed.


Sanjay continued, “And, Dan, I’m looking for an undergraduate student to work with me.  You’re a little young as I like to pick students who have been through the Electronic Circuits I class, but I think you are beyond that class anyway.  Think about that.”  Sanjay paused, and said, “Oops - I forgot you’re one of the richest teenagers in the World these days, You probably wouldn’t work for minimum wage for me.” 


***

Dan and Linda walked to Laurel Hall for a late lunch.  Linda was still shellshocked “WOW - my boyfriend is one of the richest teenagers in the World!”.  


*****

Back in Hawkins Hall, Dan got his mail.  He had a package and got an overnight mail envelope with the Data Junction software on a disk.  He read the directions and installed it on his DJ Computer.  The directions said to send a note to: sam.siner@djcomputers.com so, he did and almost immediately got a response. 


Sam wrote, “Hey Dan, great to establish communications with you.  I’ll have some ideas for your paper by tomorrow afternoon.


The note also included addresses for his uncle Steve and others in DJ Computers.  Instant communications!!!


He sent a note to uncle Steve and told him that he had an appointment to talk with Gordon Moore on Friday.


He had seen this discussed as “electronic mail”, or some called it “e-mail” or “email” and it was a hot topic.  One of the difficulties was bandwidth - could the telephone system handle the sending of thousands of bits of data back and forth quickly enough.  That gave Dan an extra question for Gordon Moore - yes, the chips on computers were about twice as fast in eighteen months as the previous chips, but could the data be sent faster?

*****


Now in the final weeks of the semester, he was “out” as the Daniel Jackson of DJ Computers to a few people.  Dan told his Introduction to Business professor he was the Daniel Jackson of DJ Computers.  The professor said “That’s fantastic Dan.  Could you talk in class on our last class day about being an entrepreneur?”


The professor added, “No wonder you knew all about supply chain, Porter’s Forces, Mintzberg, and more.  Are you a business major?”


Dan laughed at that.  “I really enjoyed your class.  I might have to major in, business, electronic sciences, and physics, with a minor in math!!”.


*****

In all his spare time for the next two days, Dan wrote on the paper.  He brought in the ideas from Dr. Sanjay Modi, and Sam Siner, and knew that Gordon Moore would really cement his paper.  He scheduled a time on Monday with the English tutors in the library to help him polish his rough draft.  He thought, “this paper could be good”.  


**********

End of week 7 of Daniel Jackson Computer entrepreneur. What will happen next week?  How will the interview with Gordon Moore go?  How will the paper go?  How will the Electronic Sciences Student party this weekend go?  


It should be interesting.  (And, yes, I still have a few ideas in my brain).


LOVE WINS

LOVE TRANSFORMS

KAREN ANNE WHITE, ©, APRIL 1ST. 2023




FRIDAY, MARCH 31, 2023 TDOV

 FRIDAY MARCH 31, 2023 - SERIOUS TOPIC


Today is the annual “International Transgender Day of Visibility”.  


Ten years ago I would have laughed at you if you suggested that I would become a female.  “What have you been smoking?” I might have asked.


These days, some people ask if I have lost my brain.


But, I have become a female.  


What happened?


Several things happened.  I realized that I was very biased, very judgmental, and not loving.  After I retired I had a major health issue where my surgeon said I was lucky to be alive.  I had to change or I had to die.  Change is not easy.


Throw in depression, mental health issues, physical issues, family issues, and historical factors, it was like I was pushed out of my former existence into a new life. I spent four days in a mental health hospital.  


Do I have regrets - only a few.  I miss my family.  I miss my children and my grandchildren.  I pray for reconciliation.  If I had a magic wand and could go back to what I was then, I’d say “no”.  I am learning that LOVE WINS.  


But, becoming a woman made me a pariah - a social outcast.  I try to preach love - and I receive hate from some people.  


But, I have been called to let love win, I have experienced the transforming power of love (and God). 


I am not an alien.  I am a weak, humbled human being - redeemed by the grace of God.  


*****

Part II


In the 1990s an interesting phenomenon occurred - WWJD.


WWJD were the initials of “What Would Jesus Do”.  It is an interesting question - What would Jesus do to today’s generation?  (Not that I’m an expert)


If we look at some of the “big” stories from the gospel (ignoring the Old Testament, and the various epistles) we might have this list:


Who is my neighbor - the Good Samaritan
Forgiveness - The Prodigal Son
Forgiveness - The Adulterous Woman

Love - Lazarus Dying

Humility - Washing of His Disciples' Feet

Love - From the Cross - “Father Forgive Them”
Love - Going to the Cross

Love - Feeding the Five Thousand
Service - Giving Food, Water, to the Hungry and Thirsty
Service - Visiting the sick, those in prisons

Attitude - The Beatitudes
Attitude - Going The Extra Mile

Attitude - Turning the Other Cheek

Attitude - How Many Times Must I Forgive

Love - The Good Shepherd
Love - Come to Me All You Who Labor and I will Give You Rest


So, what would Jesus do for Transgender Day of Visibility?  Love, Heal, Forgive, Embrace


Maybe today’s transgenders are like the Biblical Lepers - kicked out of society.


I’ve used Gandhi's quote before “I like your Christ, but not your Christians”


Recently I read this: “A Muslim once said to me, “If Christians would stick to the Bible, we would live in a far better world”.  That author went on to write “People are looking for those who not only carry the name but whose lives reflect the life of Jesus.  We’ve been called to speak the gospel, live the gospel, and show the gospel.  To be faithful in consistent service to the orphan, weak, poor, and vulnerable.”


*****

Over the 20 centuries, since Jesus walked the earth, Christians have built beautiful churches and also created roadblocks and biases against others.  I learned judgment as a Christian - who is going to heaven and who is not.  


In the past six years, I have been humbled and I have learned.  I have gone from the “In Group”, to the “Out Group”.  I am still learning.  I am still a work in progress.


Yes, I use this blog as my pulpit to preach that LOVE WINS, and that LOVE TRANSFORMS - and yet I am far from perfect, and although I don’t want to judge, I still do.  “Lord, be merciful to me, a sinner”.



Karen Anne White, ©, March 31, 2023


Tuesday, March 28, 2023

WEDNESDAY, MARCH 29, 2023 - THE AHA MOMENT

 WEDNESDAY, MARCH 29, 2023 - THE AHA MOMENT




There are times in my life (and I think everybody’s life) that I am going to call the “AHA” moment.  AHA - I got it!!  AHA - it makes sense now.  AHA - why did it take me so long to figure that out.


I had a friend who used his right hand up in the air making a motion like screwing in a lightbulb.  And, when the lightbulb turned on - it was the AHA moment.  It was dark but now it is light.  (Or even, the “I once was blind but now I see” moment).


Even commercials have made use of the AHA moment.  V-8 Vegetable Juice had commercials where the person sips another beverage slaps their forehead and says “I could have had a V-8.”  Maybe you can slap your forehead and say “DUH”.  


As a math major and a math teacher, I had my share of AHA moments - that makes sense.  I tried to reach my students so they could say “WOW - I get that now”.  I wondered why my previous HOA had a lock with the combination of 8421 - and I thought yes, that starts with 8, then half (so 4), then half again (2), and the last half (1).  It was until later that I reflected on my zip code at that time - and the zip code for Leander Texas was 78421.  So, the combination wasn’t half of anything - it was the zipcode just missing the first digit.  (That was kind of obvious once I saw it!!).


In 1978, after teaching high school math for seven years, I had the opportunity to teach college math!!!   I was teaching in the department of Math and Computer Science.  


My wife was a stay-at-home mom, so my income was important. Our family was young, our son was two and our daughter was less than a year.  The department chair said, “You know if you could teach a computer course, you could teach a summer class” (for extra money).  That sounded good.  The chair suggested I take the COBOL class in the spring semester and then teach it in the summer.  I already had FORTRAN and BASIC programming, so just another programming class (NOPE!!!).


So, I’m taking a COBOL class and our first assignment was basically to copy a program out of the textbook and put it on (yes) punched cards, and run it.  Sounds pretty easy - right?


Yes, this was in 1979 and we wrote programs for the mainframe computer on 80-column punched cards.  I had used punched cards for FORTRAN so that wasn’t going to be an obstacle.  But, COBOL was fussy with punched cards.  NOTHING went in columns 1 through 6 on the cards.  If you keyed in an asterisk (*) in column 7 it was a comment card.  Certain words had to start in column 8 and other commands had to wait until column 12 to start.  


These were the days when you took your stack of punched cards to the computer operations window, and the computer staff would eventually run my stack and print out the program. 


So, this was going to be a snap!!!  Type the program - word for word out of the book, make sure the statements were in the right columns, and succeed.  I was already counting my summer income from teaching COBOL.  


(Note - COBOL stands for COmmon Business Oriented Language.  I was in the department of math and computer science and my colleagues wrote their programs in FORTRAN - FORmula TRANslation which was very mathematical.  They had an adjunct teach COBOL because ‘real mathematicians wouldn’t use a business language).


Being sure of myself, I handed off my deck of punched cards to the operator and went off to teach a class.  Coming back about three hours later, I got my printout - and I had 107 serious errors!!!!  ONE-HUNDRED, SEVEN ERRORS!!  


My mind went OUCH - no summer teaching for me.  In my FORTRAN programs I might have just a few errors, but never more than 10.  


The printout gave me the code and if there was an error in that statement, it would say something like “illegal operation”.  Boy, it was going to take me hours to correct 107 errors.  I’d never get it done.  


So, I looked at my code.  My first line was:  INDENTIFICATION DIVISION, and the message was “unknown statement”.  I looked at the book and saw that the first line in a COBOL program was to be IDENTIFICATION DIVISION.  I had typed the first line wrong.  And, since the first line was wrong - every line after that was incorrect.


I hustled to a keypunch machine and created a new first card - IDENTIFICATION DIVISION - and submitted my program again.  This time I had about eight mistakes.  For the third time, I corrected those other eight mistakes (most of which were simple typos) and handed it back to the operator, and voila - the program ran correctly.


I had an “AHA” moment.  The light bulb went on.  It made sense.  


I aced the COBOL class and I thought COBOL that summer and for many, many years after that.  Eventually, we wrote our COBOL programs on PCs (personal computers) - but you still had to have the statements in the right columns, and spelled correctly.  But, I had learned.  


*****

I’ve had a lot of AHA moments over the years.  I’ve used the statement “You learn from your mistakes” (and if that is true, I am a genius - with the implication that I’ve made a lot of mistakes).  But, to learn from your mistakes, you have to “look at the printout” - what went wrong, how can I fix it?  


There are times when I decide not to fix the mistakes and let it go as a one-time mistake, but most of the time I learn.  I can’t use my kitchen scissors to cut through eight regular pages of paper.  (But, I can cut through three pages at a time if the lines are straight, and two pages for curved lines - like making Valentines).  


*****

So how does that relate to me today?  First I need to be aware of what I am doing and then get “my head in the game”.  I still do things with gusto and elan.  


And, every day I learn something.  We talk of “life-long learning” - and that is true - maybe even more so when one gets into their senior years. I’m learning that to say “LOVE WINS” is nice, but I need to live that philosophy.  I’m learning that LOVE TRANSFORMS is an ongoing process - and I have to embrace change and growth.


So - have you had AHA moments?  Do you learn something every day?  Are you expanding your comfort zone?


LOVE WINS

LOVE TRANSFORMS

KAREN ANNE WHITE, ©, MARCH 28, 2023




Monday, March 27, 2023

TUESDAY, MARCH 28, 2023 SELF-CARE

 TUESDAY, MARCH 28, 2023 - MORE SELF-CARE




From Good Therapy's list of 134 activities for self-care, I’m going to highlight some activities today - and add some ideas of my own: https://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/134-activities-to-add-to-your-self-care-plan/


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Do something nice for someone and make sure no one can trace it back to you—an incognito act of kindness.

This should be an “automatic” action and not necessarily a “big idea”.  In my old neighborhood, trash pickup was on Tuesday mornings.  As a retired person (and a good citizen??) after the trash truck pickup up our trash, I brought our trash bins back from the street to our house, and then got the bins from the neighbors' houses (they were at work and coming home after a long day of work, they didn’t have to fuss with getting their containers up to the side of their house.  


Now that I’m in an apartment, as I walk the grounds, I pick up trash that has been dropped and deposit it in the big dumpster.  


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I’ve put currency under the windshield wipers of friends at the recreation center.  They come out of the gym tired from working out and get a smile because somebody (me) put $10 under their wiper.


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Here's one I haven’t tried but I like the concept:

Roll out a blanket and eat your dinner on the grass at home or in the park. Invite someone else if you’d like company.

I could see myself expanding on this.  Get a twenty-four pack of water and on a hot Texas afternoon, sit in my outdoor folding chair and give out cold bottles of water to neighbors.


(Aside).  I have been known to “dumpster dive”.  About a year ago I got an easel - with a whiteboard on one side and a chalkboard on the other side.  I put it outside my apartment with a positive statement or note - like “Happy Spring” (last week), a Word Puzzle, or even Mr. Rogers' statement “Won’t you be my neighbor”.  I picture them smiling as they walk by.  It currently has “"Happiness is a journey, not a destination." on one side, and “You create your own happiness” on the other.


*****

Plant something—a small vegetable garden, flowers

I have my patio garden.  Yes, I plant my salad greens, but I have some flowers.  My Bachelor Buttons are starting to bloom, and the other flowers are getting larger.  


It makes me feel good and (again), hopefully, gets a smile out of those that walk by.

*****

Take a walk with your headphones on to your favorite music.

For those of you who know me, I pick some bombastic classics and I “conduct” the music.  I love cueing the tympani on the Shostakovich Fifth Symphony, or the cannons on Tchaikowsky’s 1812 Overture!!  When I’ve done this at the gym, I’ve had people ask me what music I’m listening to!!!


And, in terms of self-care, taking a walk is great self-care.  You get some needed exercise, you (hopefully) are outside with some fresh air (like minus 20 in South Dakota - or maybe 70 ) and your body is producing endorphins that make you feel good!!!

*****

Go through your closet and purge the clothes you haven’t worn in years. Donate them to a charitable organization.

I’ve been the recipient of clothes (and jewelry) from others. Sure they don’t want the item anymore, but I appreciate it - and now that my closet is full, I’ve been donating clothes and things to my local thrift shop (The Caring Place in Georgetown)

(Aside). When I was asked to move out of my house and into an apartment, my income was shot.  I had to use the food pantry at the Caring Place a few times.  For the past year, I’ve been able to make both financial and clothing contributions back to the Caring Place.  I greatly prefer it to Goodwill (even though Goodwill does great work as well). 


*****

Do something unusual for fun

Next Saturday is April Fool’s Day.  Yes, I like to do fun things and I am planning on using some temporary hair color for that day - which is also a Granny Basketball Tournament day!!  

People can be so serious - and there are some granny basketball players who are serious, and maybe this can put a smile on their faces and some joy in their hearts.

(And, of course, Halloween is a joyous time to dress up and be happy in a costume!!!)


*****

Rearrange your living room (or any other room)

We get into ruts and sometimes just rearranging a room can be lots of fun.  (As I’m writing this, my mind is already spinning out of control in terms of redecorating my living room.)

Redecorating a room is a form of “redecorating your mind”.  I write LOVE TRANSFORMS.  On my wall is a (self-made) poster “Be Transformed by the Renewing of your Mind” - and I need to clean the cobwebs out of my brain periodically.

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What do you think?  Any additional ideas?


LOVE WINS

LOVE TRANSFORMS

KAREN ANNE WHITE, ©, MARCH 28, 2023